Saturday, February 23, 2008

Money $$

Rant #10

i fucking hate money i hate the value of it and that the world revolves around it and there's no way of getting rid of it because everyone is naturally greedy. I wish we were all born without the sense of greed and that if we were just able to have whatever ever we wanted that we would be sensible about it and fucking share but that's never going to happen which is incredibly sad. I hate that everything costs so damn much i mean it's hard enough to make a living esp. if you're someone like me who doesn't give a fuck about being someone rich or money. I don't want to grow up to be some sort of money hungry fuck i rather be happy doing something i love and that's the damn straight truth, and as long as im comfortable i'm not going to sell out and work someplace just because they'll pay me a lot

Friday, February 22, 2008

Interviews

Rant #9

In life an interview is something you bascically cannot avoid, whether it's for a job, school ect... we all still have to do at least 1 in our life, and i fucking hate them!
I had one today at a university for admission/portfolio review, and im sure i fucked it up. I met with 2 professors, and at least they were nice, but interview always make me ramble on about something off topic, like i swear half the questions one of the teachers was asking, i wouldn't know the answer (because i don't know shit about photography) and would ramble on about something begging my mind to think of something quick to say to answer her. I have to give myself this, im great making up story's, it's all acting ;) but as for quick thinking i'm horrid that's why i make shit up.
Anyways interviews are rubbish but i guess no one can get through life without doing them.

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Ripping Off

Rant #8

I finally got my fucking pay check today to only find out the bastards ripped me well off, they totally fucked up! Which put me even in a worse mood than before and believe me this day is horrid as it is, im so stressed my mind hasn't even compressed it all yet and i'm still thinking im going to wake up from it all. But who the hell do these people think they are, yeah it could have been a mistake but how do you fuck up like that, stupid shits. I hate when people rip others off, what do they think i won't go and say something, which is exactly what i know they are thinking. Fucking dipshits, i should quit right then and there, im quitting soon though because im litterally busting my ass there for hardly any money, fuck that shit!

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Unsupportive Parents

Rant #7

I have a very unsupportive parent and THAT would be one of the main reasons as to why i'm such an angry child. When i say unsupporitve i mean she doesn't 'approve' of the things that i like, the things that make me happy, such as acting, films and music. She has never once supported my love for acting, she has never NEVER once believed in me or gave a fuck about any plays i was in. And they wonder why i'm such an angry fuck. A lot of parents don't realise or don't care about the damage they can do to their kids by not believing in them, like i don't give a fuck if no one else believes in me as long as I do (believe in myself) then i should be fine, but it really helps if at least your bloody family backs you on your love. This is something i want to do for the rest of my life whether they fucking accept it or not they can shove it up their asses for all i give a damn, but don't ever EVER come to me later on in life and say you believed in me because i'll kick you right down. Parents should support their kids loves, because money isn't everything, fact.

Monday, February 18, 2008

Over the top

Rant #6

oooops i missed a day, i totally forgot to post last night...oh well fuck it! Well today the family went out for lunch/dinner at a chinese buffet and some couple were having their reception there (im sorry but that's a bit lame, if i ever get married i want to have a reception somewhere rad), and they had fucking kareoke too..ugh. Anyways sometimes my mother thought it would be fun or funny to sing loudly along with them, of course that annoyed the fuck out of me and i finally got very angry and told her to stop and then she said im much too angry and should seek serious councelling. Ha! and she was serious about it all too. People who are too extra or over the top piss me well off though, especially because they are doing it to get attention and to make people laugh when in the end it's not funny at all, sometimes it can be fun to be outgoing but not when you're repeatedly doing it over and over and over again, like piss off.

Saturday, February 16, 2008

Movie Ruiners

Rant #5

shit i can't believe i've been able to keep this up, let's just say im an angry bored teenager. Tonight's rant goes out to all you film ruiners. Don' t you just fucking despise it when people tell you the ending of a film and you haven't asked them about it, it boils me up so much it's not even sane. When i first saw 'Little Miss Sunshine' my cousin told me about one of the most essential/important and shocking bits of the plot, and...AT THE BEGINNING OF THE MOVIE!! I won't mention what he said because i'm not one of those ruining pricks but i felt like giving him a huge drop kick in the face. Why can't people just let me watch the damn movie in peace. I didn't ask you to explain it to me because as i watch, i will understand it, and if i have any question (which doesn't happen) i will save them for the end, shit. Them and people who ask questions during the entire should be smacked upside the damn face.
shut your bloody mouth please!

out

School

Rant #4

Surpringly tonight it was hard for me to think of something to rant about, and usually that doesnt happen, but today has been so fucked up it's insane. So i'm ranting about school now, and leaning more towards post-secondary studies such as uni or college. Why the fuck do they cost so much and do they demande such high standards of us kids. Less and less kids are going to uni, cause they can't afford it or don't have the ridiculously high grades, shit loads of students don't even fucking graduate high school [people who drop out of high school though are fucking stupid ass prick and get what they deserve]. Now that im entering uni next year (hopefully) i have my family, mostly my mother on my fucking back 24/7 about getting my portfolios done, writing this and that and grades and MONEY, shit im 17 i don't know what im going to do later on in life, well i know what i want to do and it certainly has nothing to do with what i applied for.
Fuck school

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Valentines

Rant #3

this was an OBVIOUS topic for today, and yes i am one of those angry anti-valentines chicks, it's in my nature. Anyways what im ranting about is why the hell is valentines day considered as a holiday?!?! because it bloody well is not a holiday, i had to work today and i did not get the day off school so it must not real be a holiday so why did i have people saying 'happy valentines' to me like were celebrating fucking christmas here. Valentines, just like religion is a big scam to brainwash us all (oooohhh) i rather valentines though than religion, i just had to put that out there, since valentines isnt very sexist. Anyways i don't see what the whole fuss is about today, fuck if you need to make up a day to use it as an excuse to buy your significant other something then thats lame. I rather get a gift randomly because i was thought of , not because the world says you need to buy someone a lovely little gift on this pathetic day.
p.s why the fuck was there so many people shopping at my work today? weren't they all supposed to be out having sex?

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Too many questions

Rant #2

alright so today's rant has to do with inquisitve people, there is nothing wrong with being curious, nothing wrong with that at all, im a very curious person myself but im subtle about it. There's that stupid saying 'curiosity killed the cat' well i think differently, it was NOT curiosity that murdered the cat, it was most likely one of their family members.
What is my point? Well my mother just so happens to be one of those OVERLY inquisitive people, she asks questions 24/7, she will ask random people questions about why they are doing such and such, why does she feel the need to do so? i have no idea but if someone could please explain i would love to know.
She's always asking me questions, and it's question after question after question like im in some bloody interview and she asks the stupidest things, like why did you put that there? or why are you walking like that? fuck.
The worst is when she asks me questions when we're watching a film, do not ask me something when you are about to see it in 2 seconds calm yourself and the story shall unveil itself to you if you could just shut it for a few seconds and listen and watch!!

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Religious Freaks!

first post and i'm really not surprised that this all begins with a rant against overly religious people.
Just so you know this blog will consist of a different rant everyday, and feedback is great i have no problem whatsoever with arguing or finding people who agree with what i have to say, i like to rant, it's a curse and im dealing with it

Rant #1
Alright my family thinks it's good to say grace before we eat...alright that's fine as long as i don't have to say it. EXCEPT whenever they don't feel like saying it they call on me to do it, they always call on me, not my brother or other sister but me! So today i got fucking fed up and told them NO im not doing it, why is it always me you guys call on, and im not even fucking exaggeration i'm telling the blatant truth, the sad truth. anyways so im arguing saying they always pick me and my mother is arguing back saying they don't, and im use to arguing with her, but what really pushed me over the edge was when her husband decided he would butt in and say that he's only ever heard me say grace twice, that's when i told myself if i don't calm myself im gonna grab that knife and stab someone in the face. I managed to calm myself and not freak out because what i really wanted to say to him was "WHAT are you fucking stupid?!!??! i've said it numerous times, too many times for someone who doesnt believe in religion" and he also said i should feel grateful and priviliged to say grace HAHA are you fucking kidding me mate, shit that was hilarious now that i think of it, but i really wasn't laughing at the time.
fuck i hate overly religious people, they need to wake up and realise religion isn't everything


rant over bitches